Change

Now that senior year and my entire first 12 years of education is ending, I’ve grown very impatient. I’ve forgotten what it’s like to actually like a person, not just tolerate him/her. I’ve just stopped trying. I mean, what’s the point? I have all my best friends and I only need a few special ones. But now that college is starting, it’s time to be reborn. I promise to lose weight and smile every day. It’s time for me to be how I used to be: friendly. I’m so excited to meet all these new and interesting people in college. That’s the thing about college. The college you go to has more people who are like you— versus high school, which is just a bunch of people who live around you— nothing common besides your residence. To my high school friends, I love you, and I sincerely mean that. You guys know how picky I am when it comes to friends and I don’t let just anyone become close to me. So to you guys, I’m really thankful and you guys mean the world to me, even if I don’t mean the same to you. So basically, some goals for this summer: lose weight, get toned, and work every day. Goals for college: try to meet as many people as I can and revert myself back to the old, happy, always-smiling Chanel. I miss myself. It’s amazing how high school can change a person. I went from being happy all the time, always smiling and laughing to being annoyed, irritated, and always wanting to just go home and sleep. Oh well, graduation is in 2 days. High school is over.


~ Chanel